Horrible Nightmare

I don't know what's happening to me, but I keep waking up and being so depressed as to what's happening. Its like someone doesn't want me to get over it. Like someone wants me to keep remembering what's breaking me apart.

I'm so sad & I wish I can forget it all. It replays over and over in my head and it hurts. All I wanna do is forget it.

It makes me feel horrible about myself and everything in the future. Just make me forget it. I wish it was like "Men In Black" when they zap your memory.

Going to sleep sad. Again.
Alexandra M. Chan